Finish Grieving

I don’t think we ever finish grieving the loss of a loved one.  It becomes part of our lives; at least it is how it seems to me at this moment.

I lost my dear father almost one year ago to cancer and it still feels like it was yesterday.  There’s moments when it doesn’t feel real at all.

I dream about him very often, and think about him every day.  Some days, I replay his last day on this world.

It hurts so much, I can’t find words that can describe this pain, this emptiness.

I know I should be thankful for the time I had with him, and I should be happy that he is no longer in pain.  But what can I say?  That is not enough, it doesn’t help me at all.  It doesn’t heal this shattered heart and this hole in my soul.

I don’t think I will ever get over this loss, this moment that changed my life forever. Nothing will ever be the same.

I miss you my dear father, I miss you with all my heart and my soul.  Always and forever…..


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