I don’t think we ever finish grieving the loss of a loved one. It becomes part of our lives; at least it is how it seems to me at this moment.
I lost my dear father almost one year ago to cancer and it still feels like it was yesterday. There’s moments when it doesn’t feel real at all.
I dream about him very often, and think about him every day. Some days, I replay his last day on this world.
It hurts so much, I can’t find words that can describe this pain, this emptiness.
I know I should be thankful for the time I had with him, and I should be happy that he is no longer in pain. But what can I say? That is not enough, it doesn’t help me at all. It doesn’t heal this shattered heart and this hole in my soul.
I don’t think I will ever get over this loss, this moment that changed my life forever. Nothing will ever be the same.
I miss you my dear father, I miss you with all my heart and my soul. Always and forever…..