And you cry and cry and cry leaving a sea of tears behind and then you realize that all those tears you cried did not help ease the pain you feel inside. Your heart is still broken, your soul is still frozen. Then you realize that life will never be the same, you realize that […]Read Post ›
I wish I was just the main character in a horrible nightmare, and that my alarm clock would suddenly wake me up. But no, it’s not a nightmare. You are gone and there’s no waking up from that. I miss you so very much, more than words can ever express. Being left here in this […]Read Post ›
Don’t listen to all that noise around you. Don’t listen to people that keep telling you how “funny”, or how weird, or how out of place you are. What people say, at the end, it really doesn’t matter. Don’t do that to your self, those words do not mean anything. People that keep putting you […]Read Post ›
It looks like life can knocks us down to the ground over and over again, doesn’t it? Sometimes it is one thing after the other and we don’t seem to get a brake. We spend all our energy day in and day out trying to keep going. This world can be so cruel, it can […]Read Post ›
Just when you think it’s over, that you can’t go on any longer, a little ray of hope shines through the cloudy sky. It is hard, so difficult. You spend days at a time just crying off and on day after day, but then somehow you find the strength that is always there inside you […]Read Post ›
There’s no amount of tears I can shed to make this pain disappear, or to even diminish this hurt. It’s been 2 years today since I lost you and instead of getting better or even easier to deal with the fact that you are gone, it feels like it’s getting worse. People say that I’m […]Read Post ›
F u cancer! I hate you, I hate you with all my being, I hate u for taking my father! How dare u! How dare u take his dignity, how dare u make him suffer like this, how dare u leave my little daughters without a wonderful grandfather, how dare u leave my mom without […]Read Post ›
I’d like to hear from you, please tell me that you are happy. Please tell me about that place where you are, surrounded by peace. Tell me about that place where there’s no pain, no tears, no sorrow. I want to know how wonderful it is to feel young again, I want to know how […]Read Post ›
Just breathe my darling just breathe. Hang on, hold on tight, time will come, I promise. You will be free, you will be flying with your own wings. Just breathe my darling be patient. Happiness and freedom are waiting. It is almost time you will see. Don’t give up……. Just breathe
I’m not sure I can make you understand how difficult it has been for me to walk on eggshells, to have to watch what I say or do not to make him mad. How hard it has been not to be myself 100% because I didn’t want to embarrass him for being loud, silly, different […]Read Post ›
